..of our new found love..
C’est LA vie..
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REcharge..
I feel like an old woman. I don’t know why.
Gotta REcharge with a holiday at the beach.. hmm.. when is it going to happen?
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Laughter
I was told that I lost my laughter. In actual fact? I forgot how to laugh.
Because there’s no reason to. No sun shining through, no silly jokes, no warm smiles, no happy surprises.
But I managed to convince myself to forget about all those. And focus on something else – my job, build a career, build a professional self.
But this is broken too. It’s hard to be professional amongst the unprofessional people. They don’t understand. They can’t speak my language. I can’t blend. At first I took it as a challenge. I tried to blend in. But then I realised that it’s weighing me down. It’s demotivating when I can’t seem to make them understand. I realised that I’m letting these people affect my self development. They’re slowing me down.. I’m backsliding.
I need to get out of this place. FAST.
There. This is all that’s happening in my life. I’m lost, broken, messed.
Currently? Pulling everything together, and looking for a way out. It may be unethical.. but.. I need to save myself.
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