Its almost the end of October already! I dont know why but this month just passed thru like a breeze. Lets see what I did.. First week, I worked thru.. Second week, I was in Melbourne.. Third week, I came back to work.. and this fourth week, is Raya week! I felt like i just flew pass October haha but don’t get me wrong, i had a lot of fun.. some things that are just different from what i used to do. I’ll never regret of the decision that I’ve made, although the path might be a little hard to walk thru, but I will be determined to walk it thru with you beside.
I know i haven’t been blogging for a long time, but i just cannot find the things to write about. Its not because everyday is an ordinary day for me, but its because these days has been too special, I really do not know where to start writing.
There was this chinese phrase that I’ve heard of when I was younger, in which I thought is a pretty stupid phrase. It says “do not care about having something forever, but at least you had it before”. I first heard this phrase from a friend who just broken up, and i thought he was stupid because why would you wanna let go of something you love so much? But guess what? As i grew, i learnt that sometimes you just do not need to have what you love, and when you actually let go, things will turn out to be a whole lot better situation, whether its for you, for the other party, or for people around you guys.
I’ve never felt like how I’ve felt yesterday about a certain person. But yesterday all I felt was happiness because i knew i have already gotten over it, I can talk, laugh, smile, joke like friends with the person, I can be a good friend to him, someone who would definitely still care about him as a friend. Just like someone always told me, “time will tell”.. I guess time healed me, and told me that I am strong and I’ve gotten over it. I’ll always still care, i’ll always still remember the great memories, and i’ll always cherish the memories we had.
I guess after awhile i noticed that there’s no point holding over something that don’t belong to you anymore. There’s no point in still standing still where you are and wait anymore because somethings just wont come back to you, no matter how long you wait. So, instead of just waiting and hoping, and being sad over it, why not just try to move on, because you might just find something else wonderful right up at the front, waiting for you to decide to move forward.
Memories will always bring all sorts of feelings, bitterness, happiness, sourness, sadness, disappointment, and sweetness, but these are actually the memories that are most precious to a person, because they’ve been thru it and experienced it. These memories will never be forgotten because its a part of life, that brought you thru.
I will never ever forget how someone brought me thru my loneliness and sadness in Melbourne. How he introduced me to things that I’ve never seen before, how he comfort me when I was sad, how he took care of me when I was sick, and how he brought me to places that I’ve never been before. I know there are mistakes that I’ve made for the past years, I know i’ve taken some things for granted, I know i might’ve hurt you in some ways, but I just wanna say I’m sorry, and thanks a million for all the things that you’ve done for me. Now that we’ve parted ways, to move on with our lives, just don’t forget that I’ll still always be around you, supporting and cheering you on everything that you do =)
Okay, I know this is boring, but this is just something i wanna express after so long. So just bear with me la =p and sorry I’ve got no pictures to show today, these are just gonna be words. Hehe alrights, time for lunchie. ciaoz.
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