Maybe..

Maybe one day,
you’ll be there,
giving that smile,
that look,
and tell me you love me..

Maybe one day,
the rain will stop,
the sun will shine,
the stars will sparkle,
and so will our love..

Maybe one day,
you’ll stand by me,
look into my eyes,
hold my hands,
and tell me you’ll be there..

Maybe one day,
i’ll be the girl,
you point to,
and say,
that’s her..

Maybe one day,
i’ll stop dreaming,
i’ll stop hoping,
i’ll stop wishing,
because you made them come true..

But maybe one day,
when the stars stop sparkling,
the sun stop shining,
and you stop smiling,
i’ll know thats the end..

<3

December have always been my favourite month of any year. Why? Because; one, up until this year, it meant “No classes”; two, up until this year, it also meant “Go on holidays”; three, “birthday”; four, “Christmas Bash”; and five, “New Years Eve Bash”. Somehow, this year i’m not exactly looking forward to it. For a lot of reasons:

1. Its no longer a “No classes month” for me.

2. No more “Go on holidays”.

3. End of 21 years old.

4. I have to work.

Starting 2 weeks ago, friends have been asking me what I’m doing for my birthday, for Christmas eve and New Year’s eve. And i told them a big fat “No plans”. Not because I have nowhere to go.. but because I don’t know where I should be going.. I’ve always loved the noisy, cheerful, happy environment, especially during Christmas and New Years eves.. I love that 12am moment where people are just shouting “Merry Christmas! or Happy New Year!” to each other, hugging all my friends and get soapy wet with all the yucky fake snow.

On the other hand, I would also love spending it quietly under the moon, admiring the nice fireworks from far, sitting in a quiet place with a few close friends, chatting and drinking wine..

As for birthdays, I think I sorta gotten sickeningly drunk on the eves for the past 4 years. The most memorable one was last year, i was puking away not because i was drunk, but because i was forced to drink the yucky chilli padi vodka that spiced all the way down my ass. At the end of it, the taste was so so so so bad i just threw all up. Nevertheless, I thank each and everyone of you who’d spent time to celebrate these great events with me. I’ll never forget them =)

Anyway, Christmas is nearer.. I wished I believe in Santa.. but i’m taking the chance that if Santa decided to show up and drop me my present after my 22 years on earth, please take the following choices as a present into account =D

Motoming.. sleeeeeeek…

Sony Cyber-shot.. because its blue!

LV Mini Pleaty Raye.. slurps..

Not a lot to ask for right =D oh well.. maybe i should knock myself out so I can dream of owning these stuffs..

<3

Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough
by Don Henley & Patty Smith

I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough