I know I haven’t really been updating lately.

And I guess most of you know the reason.. Been working everyday for the past 3-4 weeks. I’ve got a few pictures and stuffs around, I’ll probably update tomorrow.

I’ll be on leave tomorrow, need to clean the house since the maid is gone. Though my event is over, I won’t be working for the next 3 days, but still I’ll be quite busy with other stuffs. I’ll try to dig the time to update hehe.

Just saw Anderson just now, he’s leaving to Singapore for work. Everyone is tied up with their own work, yesterday was one of the very rare days to see everyone at the same place – our usual hang out place: Pyton kor kor’s house.

Suddenly I don’t have to work the next day, feels so weird. I jumped up this morning thinking I was late for work -_-” then I remembered that I don’t have to work, felt so glad that I can sleep more.

And I need more sleep. Eye bags getting worse.

EddyHan I didn’t infect you okayyyy! I’ve got perma black eyes, I look at the mirror every morning thinking someone punched my eyes.

Oggie, need to sleep. Fell asleep on the way back home just now. Luckily I wasn’t driving. Though I’ve been falling asleep while waiting for traffic lights a lot of times in the past 2 weeks. LOL. Scary. Maybe I should set my alarm to ring every minute.

Nites.

<3

you shouldn’t look back and screw things for the future.

Every memory, everything in the past is always dark. No point brighting the past, when you have a bright future.

No one can tell you the answer. No one can un-confuse you. But yourself.

Yep, I’ve found my answer on the 24th morning. I’ve jalan-ed.

What is left? Nothing but a friendship. So, don’t doubt me, I’m no longer confused. Trust me.

Perfection must be seen, not create.

<3

Havent’ really been blogging for the past few days..

Been really busy with work for the past few days, I don’t even have time to sleep. The earliest I’ve gone home for the past week was 12am, the latest 5am. From the office.

Work’s great, I love planning and organizing, I don’t mind working late, and yesterday, I rushed from Mandarin Oriental (where my event is) to Mont Kiara (where my office is), to do some paper work and back to Mandarin Oriental, do more work, until about evening, I finally had time to sit down and chatted with my colleague.

It wasn’t until my colleague asked me, what I had for lunch, I realized that I didn’t eat. I actually forgot to eat. So not me. I love to eat! I eat a LOT! I really do, be it junk food or real food.

I know I’m heading somewhere, moving somewhere, but sometimes I really don’t know where I’m heading at this rate. I don’t mind the work, the hours.. but at times like this, I still have time to feel a little lonely.

Haha. Of course, I still have people who cares about me.. my parents.. God-hubby.. fin.. n my bunch of friends.. but well, its just different. They tell me to sleep earlier, to finish work faster.. to take care of myself.. I really appreciate them, thanks for the care; I really do need them.

But I guess the loneliness comes in when I realised that no one among them cheered me on.. no one gave me words that serves like oil for a car to move further..

All the motivation comes from myself, because I really want to move further, I really wanna learn more in the shortest time.. I will prove that I won’t give up so easily. But it gets a bit tiring to self-talk to myself for motivation. My mom of course felt the heartache when I work till late, she even asked me to quit the job.

But I won’t. I feel very satisfied when the events go smoothly, when I’m able to accomplish my tasks, when I’m able to make my clients happy, when I’m able to help my ever-busy colleague, Jessica (that girl’s a workaholic); and when I learn new things everyday.

I know I’m neglecting a few stuffs around.. like my friends, entertainment.. and home. I mean, I didn’t even know my dad went outstation and came back. -_-” And I only found out like 3 days after he came back. I haven’t watched a movie for the past 1.5 month. And I work everyday, I don’t even know what day is what day. Because everyday is the same day haha.

Its really some change huh? Since when Junie’s hardworking?

But I guess to gain something, you must sacrifice other things. There’s no perfection, you must identify perfection.

I have no time to even layan leng chais. I ffk-ed a lot of yum cha sessions, and my short term memory loss is getting worse.

Shiats, I’m getting old. I better move fast!

Okay, the truth is.. these are all the self-talk that I’ve had to myself. To keep things moving. How pathetic.

Ah, maybe its because I’m feeling a little down today. I should go to sleep. Nites all..

<3