Shiet! Darn, I really mean it.. SHITTT!!
Why?
Cos I’m freaking gonna be old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay okay, it just kinda hit me today that I’m turning 23.. In like 1 week’s time? Man, I’m no longer growing.. I’m aging! Like, I can’t party and feel all young and fresh.. I mean like.. I kinda still hope I’m 21.. No worries, no stress.. and best of all, no work!
You see.. turning 23 means a lot of things:
1. In another year I’ll be 24.. which means I’ve turned 2 rounds of the chinese horoscope..
2. I can’t say “I just turned 21 a year ago!”
3. I can’t say “I just graduated a year ago”
4. I’m officially outta the “study age”
5. I’m 1 year nearer to the big 3(0)
6. I should focus more on work.. I mean, I’m not young anymore!!
7. I’m aging.. (the other day my hair stylist told me i got 1 white hair!!! OMFG!)
8. High school seem much further~
9. When I go to clubs, people might call me “auntie”
10. In another 2 years, my friends’ kids will be calling me “auntie”
11. I cannot be innocent and naive anymore..
and the list goes on..
Sigh, the world is so scary, eh? Some people hate you for no reason, some people backstab you for no reason, some will probably step on you while they climb, and some people are just plain selfish.
When I was younger, I wish I would grow up fast.. just so that I can have more freedom, and make my own decisions. Now that I’m older, its not so nice to be a grown up because you will be responsible for your own decisions.
Oh well.. life is cruel..
Well.. it’s almost festive season again.. reminds me of how fast time passes.. with no mercy. Was just backing up some files on my desktop.. my comp is dying on me, needa format it soon before it really dies. Saw some old photographs.. “photographs.. they capture the right moments, but remind you of the pain of losing..” Sometimes, pictures give you bitter sweet memories.. they’re all happy moments, until you wonder whether these happy moments will ever happen again..
I wonder how would the year ahead of me pass.. will I change? Will the people around me change? How much can we change? Where would I be going? Whatever it is.. I wish each and everyone of you the best times ahead.. and for myself too.. (well, humans should be a little more selfish hehehe)
For once I’m kinda hoping next week won’t come too soon.. though I’ll be on leave the entire week (needa clear leave weh..) I don’t wanna grow up T_T
Oh btw, I’m back in KL for good.. yum cha macha call me, I promise I’ll pick up the phone.. (sorry la, overseas call expensive weh.. 1 week in Seattle cost me 600 bucks k..)
Oh.. in another day someone will turn 24. AHAHA.. too bad you’ll always be older than me.. =P
Happy Early Birthday, Eugene Chee Zeng Rong!
Nyahahaha.. that was erm.. i think 3 years ago? Bleh.. you old man! Enjoy your birthday and all the best in the years ahead!
Oggie, time to sleep.. Nites all~
<3
