many splendid things.

But so far, I feel more like, life is a many shitty things la.. only 1 splendid thing happened to me for the past year – which happened today.

No lar, no one proposed to me, no one buy me flowers, and I didn’t strike a lottery either.

I just.. maybe got what I feel I deserved.. and more than that.

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Short 1 year, life took a 360 degrees turn.. some things are better.. some things are not.. you lose some, you gain some. But is what you gained worth what you’ve lost?

For example, I’ve gained some experiences at work, but I’ve lost “being young”. Damn. Now, that’s something that is so not worth.

When can I go back there again? The shock of the cold water.. when it hits me..

The comfort when i lay there listening to the waves & laughter of happiness..

Damn, I must dream about having another holiday tonight.

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This story is translated from chinese, so, please bear with my translation as you all know my chinese knowledge is equivalent to only half a pail of water.

Mr. Roof asked me: What is the best thing to describe a man who’s fell out of love with a girl, and fell in love with another girl?

After a long thought, I still could not find a best answer to that question.

So, Mr. Roof said: An onion! Because, you’d like to understand this man, thus, you’d “peel off each layer of the onion”, but in the end you realised, onion does not have a “heart” (or rather the seed), and in addition to that, while you peel the layers off the onion, your tears drop & roll down your face like nobody’s business.

Ok la, i donno how many of you would understand la.. some of the words i actually guessed out. haha.

But, i find it quite true.. very meaningful. hehe.

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You see, life consist of very very amazing elements, in which 1 of it would be karma. (no, not karmasutra k)

It’s a chain reaction, and it spreads like wild fire. 1 thing happened to you, and the next thing you know, you’re doing the same thing to other people, and this other people will spread it to more people.

But the most amazing thing is.. when people do this to you, the next thing this person knows, this person gets the same thing from another person.. so indirectly, someone already seek revenge for you. And the best thing is that.. you can tell the person at the face… “now you know how i felt.”

But the bad thing is.. you wished you didn’t have the chance to tell this person “now you know how i felt” because you would never wish for this person to feel how you felt.. to go through what you’ve been through.. so, the best thing is.. keep quiet and hope this person gets your mental support.

Now, on the other hand.. you realised that you’re actually making another person go through what you’ve been through.. because you unconsciously felt that it’s only fair for you to get this after you lose that.. and you unconsciously feel more selfish, and want something that is more of your advantage than other people.

How ironic.. I bet half of you don’t understand what I’m talking about.. haha. Doesn’t matter, I’m just crapping off..

Right, back to reality for about 2 weeks, and life still as sucky as before. I think it’s time for some changes to be done, and I hope they’re for good. I think it’s about time I make my stand instead of blindly follow what has been around.. if you’re not moving, you’re backsliding.

Sometimes changes are for the better.. but if stubborn people don’t accept, then it’s about time to move on. Life is about improving and achieving, not backsliding and stay stagnant.

Yeah, words are easy elements to put together, but action is a whole different thing. So it’s time to shout.. “AAAAAAAAAAAACTIONNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!”

Ok, i’m crazy.. time to sleep.

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