Yeah, something is wrong. Time passed so darn fast that I feel like I floated pass them.

Blink once, it’s Monday. Blink again, it’s Friday. And I don’t even know if this is suppose to be good. This is a so called “honeymoon” month for me.. No events until end of May, not too busy, but of course, I still have tonnes of work to be done.

Part of me wants the next 4 months to fly pass. Back to back events starting end of May. All the way to August. How exciting. Which means.. no holiday, no filling in leave forms.. despite the fact that I have more leaves than anyone I know.

Weekdays? Work. Weekends? Work. Public holidays? Work. Sick? Work. Tired? Work.

Why? D’oh, work pays my bills.

I feel so disturbed. Cos each 24 hours I’ve passed through, they felt like 2 hours. Don’t even feel my own existence.. Shit, this definitely needs to change. I should feel every moment when I’m alive, afterall, we only live once, right?

I want to be a fishy.. a blue fishy to be exact.

Then I can swim swim swim in the big fat blue sea..

I can also sun tan anytime I want.. damn it, I’m still not tanned at all now.. =.=

Oggie, time to go sleep and dream about having another holiday tonight.

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Here I am
by Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely days
Its hard to know whos on your side, most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Sometimes you just cant make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams, Just lay them all on me
I ll be the one who understands, So take my hand

If there is emptiness, you know I ll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you, you ll never walk alone

Well, if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
Well I ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into

Well, if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on, I ll always be your friend

When you need a shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am, mmmmmm…..

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• No matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

• You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

• You can keep going long after you can’t.

• We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

• It’s either you control your attitude or it controls you.

• Regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

• Sometimes when you’re angry, you have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give you the right to be cruel.

• Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

• No matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

• You shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

• Credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

• People you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon.

• You cannot make someone love you, you cannot stop someone from loving you either.

• No matter how much you care, some people just don’t care back.

..about life, is all the above.

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