Vincent a.k.a “Starry Starry Night”

Starry, starry night,
paint your palette blue and grey,
look out on a summer’s day,
with eyes that know the,
darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills,
sketch the trees and the daffodils,
catch the breeze and the winter chills,
in colors on the snowy linen land.

And now I understand what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.
 
They would not listen,
they did not know how,
perhaps they’ll listen now.

Starry, starry night,
flaming flo’rs that brightly blaze,
swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in,
Vincent’s eyes of China blue.
 
Colors changing hue,
morning fields of amber grain,
weathered faces lined in pain,
are soothed beneath the artist’s loving hand.
 
And now I understand what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.

They would not listen,
they did not know how,
perhaps they’ll listen now. 

For they could not love you,
but still your love was true,
and when no hope was left in sight on that starry, starry night.

You took your life,
as lovers often do,
But I could have told you,
Vincent,
this world was never,
meant for one,
as beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night
portraits hung in empty halls,
frameless heads on nameless walls,
with eyes that watch the world and can’t forget.
 
Like the stranger that you’ve met,
the ragged men in ragged clothes,
the silver thorn of bloddy rose,
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.

And now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
how you suffered for your sanity,
how you tried to set them free.
 
They would not listen,
they’re not list’ning still,
perhaps they never will….
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Damn nice song.. gentle and soothing…

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Oh, how I miss…

The sea breeze….

The blue sky…..

The blue sea…..

The soft sand…..

The colorful fishies….

Sigh, I WAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!

Actually, just some time away from the city is good enough for me.. freaking weather, fell sick 2 times this month. wtf. Had high fever yesterday, telan 2 biji ubat demam from previous meds, went straight to bed at 8:30pm last night. Woke up a few times to pee and drink more water…

Felt better today, but i guess the fever was with me for too long, left me with headache today.. felt like there’s a bomb in my head ticking away. Cough like crazy too.. dry cough… my colleagues were bugging me to drink water drink water, while i told them, i’m dying di. lol.

Damn it, I used to be sooooooooo healthy ok.. but i feel like the engines in me are getting from bad to worse. No more stamina at all… Resulted to: no sleeping too late if I have to work, no happy hours during weekdays and sleeping through my weekends. I mean likeeeeeee.. last time i used to watch tvb until 3am and then wake up at 8am for work, i was still fine. I go karaoke or ladies night until 3am and wake up at 8am for work, i was fine. I go happy hour every other day, i was still fine the next day!

Sigh, I guess my engines are making me admit that I’m no longer 21. Damn.

I know I’ve said this a lot of times in this blog before, but “life is like a vacuum cleaner, it sucks.”

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wth?

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Huh? Hmm… Interesting…

Darn, Miyake got me addicted to seeing this everyday.. although 99% of the times when i see, they were never true haha

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