So, it’s almost the end of 2008. There goes another year of my *ahem* youth. I think i’ve wasted at least 2/3 of the hosting that I’ve paid (not very expensive lar) for my blog this year. Cos i haven’t been updating much.. well, maybe because i’m aging, i am not so emotional nor happening anymore.. and my life is B O R I N G.

Nah, just kidding. I AM still a happening person, just that i’ve stopped showing it on my blog because i’m too lazy to update. Well, it’s almost time to do the “New Year Resolutions” post again.. BUT i’m not gonna do it now.. i still have a few more days to take a look back at what i’ve planned to resolve this year that i have yet to accomplish.

It’s been a long 2008 – and yet, it passed me by in a flash. Before I know it, 2009 came knocking on my door.. and damn it, it means I’m another year older. Sometimes i let my mind wander back to the times when I was 18. Unfortunately, I don’t remember much things from my life back then other than living a normal college student’s life. It feels like yesterday when I came back from Melbourne for good. Hell, it’s been 3 whole years since I got back.

Of course, if you used to read my Xanga blog, you probably notice the differences in the way i write now. Sometimes, when i take a look back at the older posts, searching for some memories, i laugh out loud at the silly things that i’ve done or said.

Life was… simple and carefree… I wouldn’t say my life is not simple now.. damn it, it’s simple enough – work work work and work – plus some occasional fun.

Actually, I don’t know what is the point of this post. LOL. Perhaps i’m just a little bored.. and this space is a little “hot” from my previous post. Haha.

Well, my birthday & christmas came and gone. In a few days, we’ll be saying goodbye to 2008. I am looking forward to 2009, hoping for a better year and a better life. I wonder where 2009 will bring me…?

Oh, just in case I don’t update my blog before new year, Happy New Year to all =)

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Enough said.

Well, the suckiest December ever in my life started on my birthday. Quite loads of shit(s) happened on that day.. which i don’t wanna talk about.

Anyway, yeah, happy belated birthday to myself =D i was too busy to even wish myself a happy birthday. Just got back from Penang.. yeah, reached home an hour ago.. driving back from Penang in the middle of the night is damn high. But well, i made it home.. had a great shower, and i’m on my comfy bed finally.

Hmm.. how also my birthday, of course i have to post something right.

So, yeah, i’m 24 now. Officially. 23 days later people start telling me i’m 25. !@#$@#$, anyway it happens every year, the number goes up before i age. It’s funny, 2 years ago if you tell me i’m gonna drive up to Penang for work, i would’ve think that you’ve just said that a pig can crawl up the tree.

But yep, it happened, not the first time this year. Life is soooo unpredictable… the more you do, the more people expect of you, and it’s never gonna stop. But hey, that’s when you grow, you learn, you experience. So yeah, i can now officially “advise” the younger people out there, not to give up easily, never underestimate yourselves, everyone goes through crap like this, and you’re not gonna escape it.

I definitely like this feeling.. i hate being dependant, the feeling of having to beg or wait for people to help you definitely suck. Of course, everyone can survive on their own.

The only thing that a person cannot survive without…. is money.

Which reminds me, i gotta go continue my work. It’s blardy 4:28am, raining outside, i’m on a perfectly comfortable bed…

doing work. Life is perfect!

And my whole of December is gonna be like this… hence the title of this post.

Thank God it’s public holiday tomorrow… ok wait, let me finish my work 1st.

to be continued…

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